i'm not going

i'm not going to talk to you. 

i thought maybe she was upset with you because you were an asshole. 

which you are, but you're also more than that, 

or less than that. 

you took advantage. 

that's so fucked up and i wish i could say that i don't believe that you would do that 

but i know that you talk to the person i got high with,

the person who took advantage of me, 

the person i no longer talk to. 

i almost told you about what happened. 

i never did. 

i couldn't. 

she told me. 

she was drunk when she told me. i was drunk too.